How I ended up back in Indiana...

After my husband had left my mom suggested that moving back to Indiana would do me good. I didn't want to leave but getting a job was more difficult than I had thought. My husband wasn't helping out with his share of supporting our children and I realized I was more on my own than I had thought.

Two things happened though that really shook me up and sealed the deal for me leaving Florida. The first thing was him hacking my myspace account and changing my profile (I have the evidence to back this up). It was very upsetting the things he had said about me and I felt very scared. The second is when we met up at a local park for him to see the kids and I wouldn't let him take them alone. The reason being was his dad had kidnapped him and his sister when his parents were going through a divorce to get back at his mom. My husband is very much his father and I was scared he would do something. Also at the time our oldest was 4, the second was 18 months and the youngest was 7 months. He had never been alone with the boys like I had and he had no clue how to take care of them especially the baby. So he got very upset at me and wasn't happy just visiting with the children at the park with me there. Later that night as my myspace was hacked daily I saw a picture of me and the boys when we were at the park that day with a caption saying "this is my wife leaving her kids alone in the park". I later got an email from him saying "Also, I can take pictures of who I want, where I want, any time that I want to. This is a free country and I can do what I want when I want to do it, and you were in a public place and you are subject to having your picture taken at anytime." After that me and the boys stayed prisoners of the home because I was terrified of what he was going to next. But what I was going to do next was get the hell out of there!

This is another email he sent because he was upset I wouldn't leave the park while he visited with the kids it says:
"You are an inconsiderate, good for nothing, lazy a** f***ing b****. The reason I am upset, is because you are not letting me see MY children. I have every f***ing right to see these kids, and with you being like this, this is why I am upset. You are nothing but an inconsiderate b****, and I hope that you end your life soon, so we don't have to deal with you anymore.

Good luck with your new life, but I WILL see my kids, how I want to see my kids, when I want to see my kids, and I will be able to take my kids where I want to take them and there is nothing that you do about it.

This is a FREE country and YOU do not control me, you hear me b****? So why don't you f***ing get a life, and why don't you print off this email and show it to everyone, because this is how you are. You are a f***ing b****! So go f*** yourself and dig your own grave!

Don't f***ing call me EVER EVER AGAIN! I will deal with you soon enough, and YOU will be letting me see my kids!

Good day,
*****"

A few days later I agreed to let him take the kids for a week. It wasn't that I was trying to keep him from the kids it's just that they had always been with me from the time they were born and he wanted to bring them around Kristen and I felt it might be confusing for them to see daddy with a new woman. But, it was also a test. I knew he couldn't handle them, they are a lot and getting to be more difficult as they get older. He was lying and telling people how he always took care of the kids and I figured if he couldn't hack it, it would just prove he was lying as usual. He picked them up around 3pm on Sunday and Monday morning I get emails and texts saying to call him. I called and the conversation was how he got no sleep last night and how he can't work because they're too loud. Not sure why he didn't think of that when he agreed to take the kids during the week but that's how he is. I was also told by him if I didn't pick the kids up that he would turn them over to Department of Children and Families and Florida could take them.

That was the last time he saw the kids and it wasn't until recently he came back around. And this weekend he's suppose to have the kids for 10 weeks this summer and I'm terrified what this is going to do to the kids. I have an email where he says he's going to question them about what I say and other emails saying I know what he's capable of. Well I do and that's why I moved to Indiana because distance makes it harder to do harm to other people.